sometime, everything around me i just feel that i don’t belong here. where should i be then?

Yes, my baby boy gonna enlist soon and it means we are moving into another phase of our relationship. We got  approximately a month more to prepare ourselves for this big changes in our lives. But i strongly believe that we will be able to make it no matter what. (:

Phil is programming like a geek beside me while i was pretending to be like one, by trying to read my php codes. But obviously i failed. Hahaha. i think i had already “returned” whatever Adrian taught me in school back to him X: looks like i really got NO TALENT in programming at all. (that’s why i have a programmer bf. hahaha)

okay, back to work.

I’m the only one in the office today. Finished everything i was asked to do and finally got the chance to blog. I sat here, typed and backspaced, typed and backspaced, and typed and backspaced for the more than 20 minutes and nothing is written. There are so many things on my mind and so many things that i wanna blog about yet i just cant put any of them into words.

So this is what people meant by 哑巴吃黄连 – 有苦说不出

I hate interviews and I’m definitely good at screwing them up. How great! -.-