it’s princess yinmei’s birthday today and we celebrated for her yesterday. thanks qiqi for helping us to make reservation at Mellben Seafood to save 1hour of the waiting time. miu joined us for dinner too.

check out my hello kitty pyjama (:

the checked-couple.

mei and auntie phil

we borrowed Twister from Sophie but i did not play at all because bren, qi and i were preparing a surprise for mei in her kitchen. ): DAMN!

we looked soooo cute in our pyjamas. hehe especially the 3 of them. they looked like the children patients in KK hospital. LOL.

anyway this is how she looked when she said that she loves her Marc Jacob Daisy.  TOTALLY PRICELESS!

despite mei woke up at 6pm when we were supposed to meet at 6pm,
despite chew came late because her pastor’s bday is coming,
despite aiai (nigel) wanted to lie to us and say that he is sick because he didnt feel like going,
things still turned out well eventually. (:  thanks god for everything.

now im going to wash the dishes before i turn in. tomorrow full shift.  DAMN ): alright.. tata

it’s 2:11am and im still eating cream of chicken with mushroom now. SO SINFUL!

“Which school should i go to?” ,  “What course should i take?” 这几个问题从没离开过我的脑海里。回想从前的我，我突然很佩服那个“我”，因为那个“我”很果断。

还记得3年前，我在选学校和选course时, 我很快的就决定好要读design。尽管亲戚朋友说design怎么不好，我都没有理会。因为我相信只要是我喜欢，我就去做，管它有没有前途。

以前我常说 “我们应该勇敢的去追求我们的梦想，因为生命实在是太短了。与其死了才来后悔，不如趁我们还活着时完成我们的梦想。那死后，就真的死而无憾了。”

我那份勇气到底跑哪儿去了？它不见了！当我一步步地踏进着现实的社会，它也一步步地离我而去。

毕了业后，我才发现工作一点也不容易找。找了很久，都找不到。以前我能说“就算赚不多钱也不要紧，只要开心就好。” 但是现在我才发现，说很容易可是做就难多了。我的父母不能养我一辈子。他们会老，有一天也会离我而去。当他们退休后，我必须尽子女的责任，照顾他们。如果没钱，我又怎么能奉养我的父母呢？

所以这次我真的不知道该怎么选。又要选一个自己喜欢的course,又要是一个”有前途”的course， 去哪里找？

我猜首先，我应该把我的勇气找回来，我才能找得到我不见了的梦想。

我唠叨完了。haha

maybe it’s because of the bad weather that is getting on our nerves, or maybe everyone around me is pms-ing(including me) ): everyone around me seems to be in extreme bad mood and everyone is harder to please recently.. ):

i hate pms because it makes me feel like a crazy bitch. i whine, i scream, i say nasty things, i break down and cry, etc . and seriously, i think i look exactly like the mad woman in the picture above.

if i lost control, forgive me. if i whine too much, just shut your ears and pretend that you are listening. it helps. but if you think that you cant handle me, just stay away for a moment. i’ll be fine soon.

we celebrated our dear xing xuan’s birthday on 15 aug 2009 in the zoo (:

aiai with our photos

i love this photo.  hehe

qiqi with her Tim Tam

our lunch

candid photo of us

i secretly wish that every week there would be a birthday celebration so that i can get to see all my loves more often. but  i just got to accept the fact that all of us have our own lives and everyone is too busy with their lives. that’s why i really treasure every moment we have together  (:

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all the AUGUST BABIES…