This dream is too real. It’s scaring me.

Just watched Eclipse with the girls. As expected, I took some time to ‘get back to the reality’ after the movie. (that’s the reason why I have been avoiding such movies and dramas- because I tend to get emo after watching them)

The first question I asked Kelly and Yu Wen was “if you were Bella, who will you choose? Edward or Jacob?” If you are gonna simplify this question, it will be “Do you prefer to you be loved or to love? ”

Honestly, I would choose Edward(not because of robert pattinson pleaseee). I would rather be with the one whom I truly love than to try to love someone who loved me so deeply. I cant stand deceiving myself (that I love him when I don’t really do) and at the same time deceiving him. I won’t want to do anything like this to hurt people who love me. (: So who will you choose?

Alright, time to come back to reality. It’s 2:30am now and I’m gonna be so dead tmr. God bless me. Gonna sleep now. Good night world.

Ps: Alice Cullen is damn chio please. Can’t stop thinking about her! -Mesmerized-

After staring at the screen excessively for the past 1 month (for coding), I feel like I’m going blind soon. My eyesight is getting from bad to worse. And today I realised that I can’t even see myself in the mirror clearly now. ): probably I just need more rest.

Okay I’m sleeping now. Good night, world

I’m ready for my summer escapade!

I hate interviews and I’m definitely good at screwing them up. How great! -.-