暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人
是不是同一个
真实的你

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

I’m sorry if I made you angry;
I’m sorry for giving you attitude;
I’m sorry if I can’t please you;
I’m sorry for being such a lousy friend/partner;
I’m sorry because I really don’t know how to say nice things (yes, I’m mean);
I’m sorry because I’m too timid;
I’m sorry because weak;
I’m sorry because my fucking gastric problem just ruined all the drinking sessions;
I’m sorry to make you look after me when I’m dead drunk;
I’m sorry if I hurt you;
I’m sorry because I’m the worst girlfriend you can ever find;
I’m sorry for being a trouble-maker;
I’m sorry for being so stupid;
I’m sorry for my existence; and
I’M SORRY FOR BEING LYNETTE SEOW WAN JUN.

Feel free to get out of my fucking life if you can’t stand me anymore. I totally understand how sucky and fucked up I am.

Thank you!

I need a break. Time to spend some time alone

This dream is too real. It’s scaring me.

I should feel relieved because it’s over but i felt more upset instead. I’m upset not because it’s over, but because of what happened that caused it to be over.

I ought to reflect upon myself…